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New LJ. Either ask me the URL or check to see if anyone new has added you to their friends list, if you want.
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[03 Nov 2001|09:12am] |
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Might not be on the internet for a while. I'll probably be able to come on every so often to check emails and stuff. *shrug* S'not like it matters anyway.
Going now. Bye.
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[02 Nov 2001|12:07pm] |
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Isn't it funny how life really seems to enjoy kicking you where it really really hurts just when things get good? Haha. Hahahahaha. HA FRICKIN' HA.
"And then there's Sarah. She'll do anything for attention."
Watch me do this for attention. Just watch me.
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[31 Oct 2001|06:05pm] |
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Ben is bugging me to post. I don't feel like posting. Therefore, in D!nok logic, Ben is a twat. Haha. GO SHAG A LAMPPOST, BEN! *sticks out tongue* Only kiddin'. Ben rocks the casbah. *glomp*
So... I'm all ready to go out walking the dark, dark streets of Hull. At least my very gothic look will scare away the paedos and rapists. Hopefully.
Going now. Bye.
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[31 Oct 2001|12:04pm] |
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Just downloaded that LJ client thingy. Nyes.
Am writing this to make sure it works. *nod*
Had a very funny convo with Luc last night. About our pussies. And how mine is multi-coloured. And how it likes to climb trees. *snickers* T'was funny.
Anywho, must leave now to do some form of homework. *shudder* At least I can dress up all vampiric tonight and wander round the streets, scaring little kids and taking all their sweeties and chocolate. ^_^
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Physical appearance: What do you most like about your body - My lips and hair. They're okay. And least - My legs. -_- How many fillings do you have - NONE! AHAHAHAHA, I AM SUPREEEME! Do you think you're good looking - Oh yes. I am the sexiest beast on the planet. Do other people - Some of 'em. What do you sound like - Young. And stupid. Basically like my personality. ^_~
Fashion: Do you wear a watch - I did, until I broke it. ^^;; How many coats and jackets do you own - Quite a few. Favorite pants/skirt color - Black and blue. Dark colours, mostly. Most expensive item of clothing - Uhh... *scratches head* I have no idea. Most treasured - By far my trenchcoat. ^_^ Boots or shoes - MY SEXAH SEXAH BOOOOTS! Scruffy or smart - Scruffy. Unless I am trying to impress.
Your personality (general) : Extrovert or introvert - Introvert, most of the time. Are you confident - Hell no Do you like yourself - Hell no Are you popular - Hell no Are you good academically - Hell no What do you have a really good knowledge of - Hell no. I mean... I have a good knowledge of cheese. Things friends say to you the most - "You're weird". Haha. Can you speak another language - Yep. The language of luuuurve. ^_~
Your personality (specific): Ask someone who knows me. Are you moody - Hell yes. Use five words to describe what you feel inside - Right now? Lonely, angry, bouncy, stupid, sexy. I think. 0_0 Do people know how you feel - Not a lot of the time. What would you change about your personality - Lots of things. In fact, nearly everything. Are you perceived wrongly - I do believe I am. What drives you - The people I love. ^_^ Worst fault - I need more willpower. Must... resist... chocolate...
Your friends: Do your friends know you - Some of them What do they tend to be like - I have all kinds of friends! They're all completely different Are there traits in you that are universally liked - Mah sexah bodah. Can you count on them - Most of the time Can they count on you - But of course
Sex: Are you good at it - Hell yes. Have you ever been criticized about your performance - Hell no. Does it ever leave you feeling empty - Hell no. What does it for you in a sex partner - But that would be telling my one true weakness! Favorite parts of partners body during sex - [deleted for adult content]
Music/TV/Film/Books: Favorite bands ever - Hmm... there would be too many to list. Most listened to bands currently - Blink 182. ^_^ Can you play an instrument - I can kinda play the piano and the flute. But I gave them up a few years ago. Type of music listened to - Metal, rock, nu-metal, some rap, some RnB, umm... all kinds, really. Type never listened to - Opera. *shudder* Books - The Hobbit, The Lord Of The Rings, The Hounds Of The Morrigan, The Harry Potter Series. Many more, but my memory is failing me. Films - The Matrix, The Green Mile, American Beauty, American Pie, etc.
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ARGH. Just made a reeeeally long LJ entry and then my computer FREEZES UP. *whacks it repeatedly with a mouldy tuna*
Can't be arsed to write it all up again. In short, I had some weird dream where Marilyn Manson robbed a bank, blew up a bus full of tourists with lots and lots of fireworks, got sent to an insane asylum and then I saw loads of creepy gothic writing all over the windows. I also nearly told my brother that I'm bi-sexual earlier this morning, and then remembered that he's homophobic. Rambled on and on about how I've been in a really good mood for about three weeks [probably due to much eating of cheese and sleeping at other peoples houses], and I think that's about it.
Tumbleweed: *blows past*
Right.
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[29 Oct 2001|07:31pm] |
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Oww. My mouth hurts. Possibly due to the fact that I am eating extremely hot popcorn and just had very salty McDonalds chips. Oww.
Life is bearable for a change. Haven't done ANY homework yet, though. Guess I've been too busy with social life and sleeping. *yawn*
Bored now. No people on MSN or AIM are talking to me. ;_;
May go and ring someone soon, or do something. I hate being this bored.
Ooo, family are watching Terminator 2. I might go and join them. Or possibly play Baldurs Gate 2. Ciao.
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[28 Oct 2001|06:28pm] |
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I feel all shaky and nauseated. >_< Will have to ring Ella and tell her that I can't go out tonight. *sigh*
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[27 Oct 2001|09:42pm] |
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Had a go at Jenny last night. Told her that I thought she was a complete slutty bitch, and she acted like an airhead all the time. Needless to say that she told me that I'm a weirdo and that all the people I like are druggies and psychos, and that I have no friends and that nobody will ever fancy me.
"Look, Sarah sweetie, I can tell you why the boys don't like you."
Stupid bint. She has no idea why the boys don't like me. And actually, some of the boys DO like me. In your face, Jennifer. Nerner.
Anyways, moving on... slept at Ella's last night and the night before, so I didn't hear about the Pan thing 'til late last night when I came on MSN for a bit with Ella. >_< This sucks. If she pulls through, then she could still have serious damage to her kidneys and liver. I'm just hoping that she makes it. And I think a big "THANK YOU FINS!" is needed.
THANK YOU FINS!
Shall not bother to write about bad stuff that's happened. Can't be arsed and I don't wanna bother people with it anyways.
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[27 Oct 2001|06:28pm] |
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Mum just had a fucking go at me for listening to Marilyn fucking Manson. -_-
What music I listen to is my fucking business. I won't be surprised if I come on the computer tomorrow to find all my music files deleted.
Bitch.
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Name: Sarah/D!nok DOB: 15th November Age: Ageless. Reside: Hull, city of the ugly/braindead people. Mostly. Height: 5'6" Weight: Roughly 120 pounds. Hair color: Darkish blonde, with lighter bits scattered all over. Eye color: Quite a dark brown. They look all weird, what with me having pale skin and fair hair. What are five adjectives that best describes you?: D!nok, Sarah, me, unique, indescribable What are your best qualities?: Being a good listener. Your worst qualities?: Getting into whining depressions. One of which I'm in now. >_< What is your ethnic background?: 100% English, I do believe. Any pets?: 3 cats, 2 hamsters and 2 goldfish. One of my kitties is sat on my knee right now. ^_^
Family Facts:
Siblings: One of each. Parents' names: Steph and Mike. I think. Because my dad changed his name, and I can never remember which he uses. 0_0 With whom do you live: Parents. Do you have a big family: Not especially. Are your parents divorced/separated?: Indeed they are. Do you get along good with your family members?: To some extent. Are you "The Black Sheep" in your family?: Sorta Are you left home alone often?: Almost every night, now that I come to think of it. 0_o;; Do you see your family often or not?: I live with them, don't I? Do you go many places with your family?: We go on holiday at least once a year.
Favorites:
Color: Blue and black. Store: Zebra, the shop that Ella's dad and stepmum own. It r0x0rs, dude. Movie: *shrug* Band/Singer: Too many to list right now Season: They all have their good points. Type of Weather: Depends on my mood. Food: Anything that isn't spicy. Drink: Sugary/alcoholic stuff mostly. Clothing style: I actually have my own unique style. So ner. *sticks out tongue* Time of day: Just after lunch Month: Novemeber. My birthday, ne? Holiday: Crimbo. 'Tis cool. TV Station: Kerrang! or MTV2. TV Shows: MTV2's Most Wanted, and anything that makes me laugh. Type of music: Mostly stuff with lots of guitars and drums. Other stuff, too.
Which one of your friends is the most...
Happy: Hmm... Ella. Depressed and/or always upset: Me. Hwah. Humorous: Gez and Loz. And Jenny because she's such an airhead. Fun: All of 'em. Honest: Umm... not too sure... Sweet: I... have no idea... Loud: Most of my friends are loud. Except Tannith. She NEVER speaks. Well, hardly ever. Annoying: I would say Jenny, but she's not a friend. Caring: All of 'em. Helpful/gives best advice: Nearly everyone! Creative: Depends, I guess.
Sex Life:
Do you have one?: Nope. Do you have a b/f or g/f?: Take a guess. If so,how long have you 2 been going out?: ... Are you a virgin?: Indeed I am If not, then how many people have you fucked?: I shan't answer this. -_- If you ARE a virgin, then what is the most you have done with the opposite sex?: Not too much. Have you ever done anything with the same sex?: I most certainly have. And I plan to do it again. If not, have you ever fantasized about the same sex?: But of course Have you ever masturbated?: Hasn't everyone? What are your turn-ons?: Cheese. Sock puppets. Donkey balls. Attractive people, both in personality and looks.
Have you ever....
Gotten drunk?: Yes Gotten high?: Yes Had sex?: No Walked around your house naked?: Yes Sleepwalked?: Yes. I almost peed on the floor, too. --;; Gone skinny-dipping?: No Gone bungee-jumping?: No Done drugs?: I had some cannabis yesterday. Gone bridge-jumping?: I think so, if bridge-jumping means the same to you as it does to me Prank-called people?: Yes Swam in rain/snow?: The rain doesn't normally get high enough for me to swim in, dumbass.
Religious Stuff:
What religion are you?: I was Christened, but I don't think I've ever been to Church unless it's a wedding or something. Are you monotheistic or polytheistic?: No fucking idea. Do you believe in heaven?: No Hell?: Yes, it's right here That Jesus died for our sins?: No Angels?: Yes, because they're purdy Karma?: In a way The evolution theory or creation theory of the Bible?: Evolution.
Now wasn't that a funfun time-waster, kiddies? I need something else to occupy me now, before I start getting all thinky again.
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Sean's really scaring me now. He keeps telling me how I'm his perfect girl, and that he can't resist me, blah blah blah. It's like he's becoming my stalker or something. And I can't believe he actually felt my leg. NOBODY touches the legs. Or the hair. *growls* I'll just have to let him down gently. Either that or tell him the truth: that's he's a hairy, ugly gayboy that I really don't like. Or that I'm a lesbian. Or that I'm taken. Or that I'm married. Or that I have decided to become all godly and thus cannot have any relationships with anyone of the opposite sex. At least this would leave me free to have relationships with members of the SAME sex. Hmm... decisions, decisions.
Any ideas, anyone?
And now I'm off to get changed and go to Lisa's house. We're going to Ionians with Ella. ^_^
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[24 Oct 2001|07:34pm] |
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Once upon a time, there was a spunky, sparkly girl named Fins. Everyone loved Fins, but that didn't matter. You see she was happy and in love with D!nok, who happens to hate happy girls. Fins tried very hard not to be happy. She even tried walking her dog in piss. But that didn't work.
Then one day while passing through a very interesting porno film, she looked upon a ugly iguana. This ugly iguana spoke to Fins and said, "If you can answer my riddle I will grant you a wish."
Well Fins jumped for joy. And she sexily said, "What is your riddle, ugly iguana?"
The iguana replied, "If a sock puppet has a table, how many lockers does it sing?"
Fins thought about the riddle and answered, "15!"
The iguana began singing, than it kissed, and turned into a surgeon. The surgeon hugged and said, "You are correct! You turned this old iguana into back into a handsome surgeon. What is your wish?"
Fins was so happy! She knew exactly what she wanted, "I don't want to be happy any more! That way D!nok will fall in love with me."
The surgeon then looked at his ugly wall and Fins was no longer happy! She left the porno film to find D!nok. When she did, she found him licking Gez, the hot girl from Venice. And D!nok and Gez lived stupidly ever after. Fins, on the other hand, died a happy spinster.
The end.
Haha. Linkie.
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[24 Oct 2001|04:44pm] |
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Haha, there are rumours going around school that I'm a lesbian. Sean was sat next to me in maths, and we spent the whole time talking about lesbian sex. He came up with the theory that last year I went on a gay cruise, and I was naked and then I fell in the cold, cold sea and that's how I got pneumonia. And that Lisa goes on them with me, even though I keep telling him that she's straight. And then he started feeling my leg. 0_0
I then traumatised everyone on the bus by asking them if I can come over to their house and rape them in their sleep. And then molest all their cheese and sock puppets. Needless to say that they all said no and started giving me fake names and addresses when I asked. -_-
I even freaked FISHER out. And I made him smile, too. And Fisher is the ice queen of the school. Well, ice king, I guess, but that's beside the point. Nyahaha, I can freak people out without even saying anything. It's quite funny, really, because all the people who know me don't get freaked out by anything I say, but then random strangers get scared if I look at them funny. ^_^
Lately, loads of people have told me that I'm lucky, and that they wanna be me, and that the world would be a better place if people were more like me. 0_0 Apparently this is because I'm so strange, and yet I give not a shit what people think. And since this is always what I've hoped to achieve, it makes me happy. Like Mabel: Ben is spreading rumours around school that they slept together or something, when they didn't, and she's really upset by it. If it was me, I'd just say "Hell yeah! But he was crap." if people asked if we did. *shrug* Like the lesbian thing. If people ask, I just tell them it's the half truth. Homophobics can just go fuck themselves up the ass with a metal ruler.
Gunna go and do homework now. >_< At least we finish for half-term tomorrow. But we get our grades. *crosses fingers*
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i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: i don think so i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: but im not perfectly straight Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: uh huh i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: but im definetly definetly not just gay Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: and i'm definitely definitely a lesbian Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: *NOT A LESBIAN! Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: NOT! NOOOOOT! i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: lol i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: lol i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: lol i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: c u admitted it Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: I didn't MEAN to! i am the lord of darkness - creatures of the night, there will b a scrafice says: im gonna save this con Kept everything inside, and even though I tried, it all fell apart says: NOOOOOOO!!!
D!nok is not a happy bunni. This just confirms the rumours. -_- And it's annoying because it's NOT TRUE! I LIKE GUYS TOOOOO!!! Gah. I said I'd do anything in exchange for Sean's silence, and I'm pretty sure that he'll hold me to that. >_<
Dohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdohdoh. *bashes head against wall*
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Once upon a time, there was a spunky, sparkly girl named Fins. Everyone loved Fins, but that didn't matter. You see she was happy and in love with D!nok, who happens to hate happy girls. Fins tried very hard not to be happy. She even tried sitting in dog piss. But that didn't work.
Then one day while passing through a very interesting porno film, she looked upon a ugly iguana. This ugly iguana spoke to Fins and said, "If you can answer my riddle I will grant you a wish."
Well Fins jumped for joy. And she sexily said, "What is your riddle, ugly iguana?"
The iguana replied, "If a sock puppet has a table, how many lockers does it sing?"
Fins thought about the riddle and answered, "15!"
The iguana began singing, then it kissed, and turned into a surgeon. The surgeon hugged and said, "You are correct! You turned this old iguana into back into a handsome surgeon. What is your wish?"
Fins was so happy! She knew exactly what she wanted, "I don't want to be happy any more! That way D!nok will fall in love with me."
The surgeon then looked at his ugly wall and Fins was no longer happy! She left the porno film to find D!nok. When she did, she found him licking Gez, the hot girl from Venice. And D!nok and Gez lived stupidly ever after. Fins, on the other hand, died a happy spinster.
The end.
Heheh. Linkie.
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SARAH
From the Ancient Egyptian root meaning "Ugly Brute"
Characteristics Sarah does terrible things to small animals with staplers. [If my school tie counts as a small animal, then yea.]
Personality Sarah wants to be an EC dancer. [Yeah, baybee. ^.~]
Natural Sarah should gain a few pounds. [People at school are always telling me how skinny I am. But I'm not. Really. >_<]
Emotional Sarah hates to be wrong. [That's because I never AM wrong!]
Character Sarah whines to get attention. [Eheheh... ^^;;]
Physical Sarah farts in bed. [Haha, the first one 100% wrong so far. Honest.]
Mental Sarah is rude and disruptive. [How did you GUESS?!]
Motivation Sarah will do anything for sex. [...No comment...]
D!NOK
From the Chinese root meaning "Alcoholic"
Characteristics D!nok can't get a date. [-_-;;]
Personality D!nok is pretty damn boring. [Hey, that's not true! Is it...?]
Natural D!nok eats roadkill. [OK, OK, I confess.]
Emotional D!nok is prone to obsession. [^^;;;;;;]
Character D!nok runs from commitment. [This one actually ISN'T true. So nyah.]
Physical D!nok spreads lice. [I've never had lice. EVER.]
Mental D!nok just might bite. [Only if provoked and/or asked. ^.~]
Motivation D!nok gets aroused by their reflection. [But who wouldn't, with a sexy bodah like mine?!]
I AM 52% GOTH.

Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps through my viens, but I can still laugh at myself.
Take the GOTH Test at Fuali.com!
Had a go at Sean on MSN, then talked to him about it afterwards and made up with him. I think he now understands why I hate him, despite the fact that I lied and said I don't. Meh. *shrug* But apparently he has a crush on me or something. 0_o;;
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Just got back from Lisa's. T'was the best fun I've had in aaaages. ^_^ We walked around, talking, getting funny looks and eating McDonalds chips, and then we went back to Lisa's house and sat around, talking more and listening to music.
I told Lisa some stuff I've never told anyone. And it was so cool, because I know that she won't tell anyone or anything. She's one of the few people out of the whole world that I'd trust with my life. Yayness. ^___^
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Boooored. But at least I'm meeting Lisa at quarter to seven.
In Love The depth of a Scorpion's emotions can be disconcerting even to themselves. Some make a tremendous effort to keep these forces under control, although an outer appearance of calm, detached poise belies the turbulent nature underneath. They have immensely strong desires and are known as the most passionate sign of the zodiac. When a Scorpion falls in love, it is with an extraordinary intensity that can be overwhelming to witness. The eyes are said to be the windows to the soul and Scorpio has a way of making you understand just what this means. A Scorpion needs to be in control above all else and can only do this by understanding you completely, knowing you in the end better than you know yourself. This need for control can manifest itself as possessiveness and jealousy at times and no-one knows how to sting like a wounded Scorpion. It is only fair to balance this by saying that a Scorpion happily in love is strongly supportive of a partner's hopes and wishes and will share good and bad times equally; they are compassionate and unflagging in the promotion of their lover's happiness.
Work and Career Because of their natural affinity with all things hidden and mysterious, Scorpions are natural detectives. Work in the fields of psychology, medical research or investigative journalism satisfies their deep desire to unearth the answers. They may literally work below the surface. Mining operations, oil drilling and archaeology are all associated with this sign. Being a water sign, they have excellent memories capable of retaining large amounts of data, this makes them good linguists or historians. The considerable energies of this sign can be channelled into the arts, where they can find a safe outlet for expressing their profound emotions. Scorpio's sign is associated with the occult, all matters mysterious, death and rebirth. Pluto is the planet of regeneration and it inspires its subjects, despite the fixity of the sign, to evolve continually. Scorpions have great reserves of inner strength, cope better in a crisis than anyone else and are life's survivors.
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